Thursday, July 29, 2010

Chinese

He is not. For the N-th times, too. He is a Bajau.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Again

I guess I've lost count of the days we went out together, for movie and meal and shopping, for great company and heart-lifting conversations, and ends with a comfortable ride home for me. Just the both of us. Again, it's totally not a date, for the N-th times.

You'll always laugh at me, for reason I still do not know. But you always make me laugh as well. We never run out of conversation topics, until we're really exhausted at the end of the day, and decide to just enjoy the silence. For many people, moment of silence can be awkward. But it isn't for us.

This time, you actually brought up something we did during our last outing - the restaurant we've been to, the menu and the Jazz musics. It amazed me because you thought it's something worthed to mention again, and the fact that you actually still remembered the details.

And you said that I've known you well. At least the decidophobia part of you. You always make me get so excited to see you again. And when you're right in front of me, you make me feel so calm and peaceful. You always do, ever since the first time I know you. How do you do that? :)

Thank God for a warm person like you. Thank God for a wonderful Saturday evening spent with you. I think, the farewell-party ride I mentioned a few months ago, is at its peak today. It is crucial for me to properly close the chapter of you in my life before I move on.

Exhausted but happy,
me

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

深呼吸

最近都过得很充实。我的确是较忙了点,每天放工后都有活动。连看书的时间也渐渐少了。偶尔会上网看些文章或报导。现在,搭巴士或地铁时是我唯一阅读的机会。但有时连在这种情况下我也累得只想偷闲发呆。

我。。一直以来都在想,我们分别的那一天会是怎样的呢?是在什么情况下或什么原因使我们必须道别?自从这年头,我已经较认真地考虑放下。我曾相信,只要慢慢的准备好心情,总有一天我会勇敢的面对那一天的到来。这么久了,我真的觉得那段感情已经慢慢变淡了。放下你们似乎是如此轻松的一件事。

直到今晚,你们俩发生口角。我听了,心马上就乱了。我是第一次如此的分心,什么都听不近耳了,脑子里想的,就是要如何让你们俩和好。因为我当时的心情不止是心乱如麻,也是心如刀割。因为手心手背都是肉。原来,我仍然是如此在乎你们。你们仍然在我的心里拥有如此重大的意义。认识你们好几年了,一起度过了这么多难关,我真不知道如何能不爱你们。

天下没有不散之宴席。那一天,总会到来。而我自己也知道日子已近在眼前了。不过,我踏出去的每一个步伐将代着你们曾经给我的温暖和勇气。

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

过路人

又是这种不规律的心跳,特别在乎你的感觉,迫不及待地想再见到你的心情。想念你,却开不了口。在你面前得时时刻刻留意自己的举动, 才不会流露出那非凡的感情。这一切,都是如此的陌生,却也如此的熟悉。想念你的时候,总令我嘴角微笑起来。看来,我又中箭了。

这一切,应该很快就过了吧? 就像往常一样,一瞬间,这振奋人心的经验就只剩回忆。 而你,也只是个过路人。

Friday, July 16, 2010

Aww..

Friday, July 09, 2010

Hey, look up!

These two pictures of clouds are definitely word-thieves. I lost my words to describe them. I stumbled upon them both on the same day at friends' Facebook profiles, and their similarities really knocked me over :) Awesome God, Awesome Works:

1. from Wye Li's:

2. from Eunice Tee's Tabur trip:

Sunday, July 04, 2010

Bazinga!

Jim Parsons