busy day

It's been so many days i didn't come and update my blog.. i always wanted to, but no time, still occupied by loads of work. This time i mean home work : assignments and lab reports, whereby the latter is more terrifying ones, dunno why. i never dislike practical class, but i do hate to hand in report after a week's time. i prefer handing it on the spot. yea, honestly, if i have a week's time, i'll only do it in the last minute. this also means that i'll give myself loads of excuses to not to have time to complete my own report now the situation is i ask my friends to borrow their reports. i wish one day somebody would come to me and ask me to lend them my report, haa ! i want to contribute to my course too..
now the exam is drawing nearer and nearer, i started to feel anxious. but whenever i have time to actually spend my whole night in my room to study, i feel lost..because i dunno which subject to study first..sometimes i feel like i should study the subject which test is coming up first, but then i realise that other subjects have more things to study, need more time to understand and store in mind..of course i have to study them earlier or else i'll end up skipping some part of it. and if those parts which i choose to skip were asked in the test paper..i'm sooo gonna kick myself then.
this is the consequence of not doing revision every week. people, if you want to enjoy studying, better don follow my foot step. i believe taking part in activity really helps us in our study. one of my fren says she starts to appreciate the time to study whenever she has them. but the point here is...NEVER over loaded with activities, or you'll feel like crying every night, because you enjoy gaining knowlegde from a book but u were too exhausted to even put your butt on your chair with your eyes open, sad..sad..
i find myself always have activities coming to me ( why not guys??! ha, joking ). i think the reason that i keep running out of time for myself is i rarely say " no " to people..i thought turning up in a discussion on BM debate motions ( which totally has nothing to do with me ) is a kind of moral support to my friends who are taking part in the competition, because they ask me to.. but then i think..they are always just a sms / call away, I don have to stay for the whole discussion, just mayb sometimes turn up at the beginning of the discussion then leave the room to them.
I think that’s it for today. Got to spend time study,ha~

my new life

today 7/8/06

today's my fren -- chun yi's 20th birthday !! he's no longer a teenager! maybe it's something he'd like to celebrate, but for me, i don feel like leaving the teenager catagory yet, hee hee, every new day still feel like wonderful teenage life just started ..hmm..

been very busy these days.not that i'm in a lot of activitiesit's just that sometimes things happened unexpectedly and slowed down the progress. but thank God, everything just turned up fine. that's why i always agree that we'll learn a lot and gain experiences via taking part in activities, especially during our uni life.

sometimes after a long day of class+activity, i feel satisfy, because my life is filled. i've tried things i've never think of trying before,done things i've never think of doing it and the outcomes were quite good! in fact at times i really enjoyed spending my time for the activities, which i'll meet a bunch of funny ppl who'd pay full commitment,ha~ miss u guys..

but still,sometimes i was involved in activities that i don really like.well..i do believe in giving chances, i myself was also the first time assigned to the unit <>..but that leader was so !@#$% and she still declared that she joined a lot of activities in previous years..yea rite,my senior..the whole marketing unit was demotivated by her and i just wished that the activity would end as soon as possible.

joining activities are fun. but these days i feel like i cannot clique with those who are not interested in these activities..i mean my coursemates..here we join activities to get merit points in order to stay in hostel.the higher your points, the greater the chance to stay in. the cut-off point for every year is different is because it depends on how competitive the students are. so, to guarantee a place, keep trying ! well,of course, if you are not interesten in stayin in, u don hv to bother about the merit points, which most of my frens opt for...

here comes the sad thing..when frens hv their after class activities, even as simple as a movie time together..i cant be with them, always hv sth to do for the activities, or i'll need to spend the precious free time which's not occupied with activities to catch up with my studies, lab reports, assignment..i love my coursemate, they are nice people that i'd always want to get to know them better..but come to think of it, staying in hostel will really help me to save a lot of money and time, considering transport is provided back and forth to campus and hostel,and the facilities quite sufficient,plus u have activities u'd love to join&loads of cute juniors to meet.. i like my life in hostel..but i just talked to my fren about this coursemate relationship vs hostel life..i make up my mind this time, that i'm still going to join activities but i'd make time to hang out with my frens more this year, because i also appreciate the people i meet here, they worth my time and attention.

feeling a lot better after writing this,ha~

send me an angel

today ..6/8/06

ya i know,i should post this up yesterday,but never mind..who cares?

today i depart from my hometown back to my hostel..tomorrow is monday,class starting..oh monday blue~ but since i met someone on the bus, who left quite a good impression to me, well, it's not so bad a day,hee ! though we only talked for a few sentences and didn't even mention bout exchanging hp number, i still hope maybe we can meet each other again. he's a TAR college student who stays in wangsa maju.yea rite, loads of college students stay there, the place which get famous recently because of the murder case..God please bless the community there..especially that gd manner guy whom i don even know his name..sad,sad,sad...

sometimes i feel that i need a shoulder to lie on, a person to share my problems or more..yea, someone who's more than a fren..and i wonder why God didn't send me one..then i come to realise that it's because i'm the kind of girl who falls easily..this mean i'll get hurt often if i always meet with the wrong people,and yea, another problem of mine is i really cannot recognise who to trust or who to give my heart to..so still..the best way is i x meet with anyone when the time is not right yet.
after getting this straight, i start to grip my heart tighter so it wont fall easily. i believe God will let me know who is the right person at the right time, at the right place. besides, these days i'm quite occupied with activities, it's better i don hv a bf nw,or both of us will be suffering..so just bear with it first la, when the time comes,hee hee,i'll appreciate.

first time

well, it's my first time to write a blog, yeah~ dunno why i'm kinda excited, i'm sure i'll find out more bout this blogspot.will post up something here soon to share my day :-)